Moving on....

We spoke... He said Move on Libby, I have...I said, You're right!

Have I really let go?

So quick to say it's over!
I'm done!
Looking back and wondering...
Was it really irreconcilable?
What does that really mean?
We decided that we didn't want to try anymore.
The bottomline is YES. We gave up!
Too hard to be different from who you are...
Even if you can admit that you're crazy as hell.
Next time, I know I won't give up so easy.

They're Asking...

They're asking...Are you still in love with him?
Why are they asking me that?
Am I wearing a sign?

Never Stop

It has always been a matter of the heart. To be seeker of companionship.To have one or to be in a place were you share how you feel or how you see life to be. Trusting words walking having outing. Believing in the human heart.The flutter of goodness or the emptiness of one's lie. Were do one goes from here.            
JAHI

Today I wished I could call him and make him laugh.
Would he understand where I'm coming from.
Where am I coming from? Loneliness.

A Running River

Running Slowly and Sometimes Fast. The Rapture of the Heart. Refreshing is the River that Flow. Yet Still can Be Cold.Running Running Hitting against the Banks of Life. Water following Water Down a Stream High Raise Low Tide. Life Touching Life. Waterfall are Created. More River are Made. Loving Life Words Jahi23

TIme to move on...

He thought it was going to last forever. It didn't. WHY?
He said I didn't try hard enough. I say I did.
What do you say?

Yesterday,Today, Tomorrow and Forever

Yesterday I'm Greatfull For-Today I'm Still Hopeful For-Tomorrow I Still Pray For-Forever is Still A Mystery.Why Does Love Have To Lie...............

Make-Up Lies

As a Kid I would go to the Circus to see the Clown's.I never saw there real face.Now I know why I always heard grown up's Say.There Two Faced People in the World.

When Silence Hurts

Never Needing a Voice or a Kiss to complete a day Like I do. Never wanting to turn back the hands on a clock like I do.Asking the Biggest Question But Not Getting A Little Answer Hurts.Trying to understand The face of the one you never stop Loving. Even when they hurt your feeling is The Silence that rob the spirit.I Miss What I Believe was the realize Voice And Kiss I Had Ever Had. I Ask The Question WHY I.

Forgive and it shall be forgiven you

The bible speaks of a moment while Jesus walked with His Disciples that they asked Him, "How many times must we forgive our brother?" and Jesus' response was seven times seventy. Seven being the number of completion. We are commanded to forgive and forgive again and again and again. You are forgiven AGAIN. (smile)- Libby

How does one fix broken words when your heart has been broken.

I may say I'm sorry a thousand times, but it still doesn't change what I might have said or done.The action was made and the moment has past. Now where do I go from here. Life has unwritten rules, I used to say. This was my excuse for myself or someone else when things went wrong or did't feel right. But now I think differently. I'm a child of God and a student of His Word. There is the Holy Bible. Many stories have been told and the Law is written according to his Word. I believe in him for he gave his only begotten son for our sins and salvation. Though we make mistakes (sin), God forgives Us. Anger does not forgive or forget, but Jesus does. How do we fix broken words when our hearts have been broken? We look at God. Jahi

My Voice Travels To Find

There are many people, places and things that lay in the valley of my mind. Warm is my present when I send my words of comfort to the heart of those who are listening or watching me move. Like food for the soul, I serve you my Family a Gift from God. I hope I touch you like the wind that's unseen put always around. Please be full but not afraid. I'm a Gentle Giant with Bear Fur. Sometimes my words are heavy only to build thought or light like a snack for taste. Come to my soup kitchen, I will serve you everyday. The bread is better when dip with spread. I love every Bus Stop, Train Station or Airport I see 'cause they put me in a state of mind for writing and allow my eyes to see. The gifts that life bring when one feel's free. Let's travel-let one's voice be heard. I have my Passport and the Holy Word. Thank You Lord. Jahi

The Tombs

I heard a sermon yesterday by Bishop Eddie Long that really touched my heart.
What do you do when you're tormented by your memory. Bishop Long shared the story of the man possessed by several spirits called Legion, who lived amongst the tombs.
He used the tombs as a metaphor for the memory. What happens when your mind is tormented by memories that haunt you? What do you do when you've lived amongest the dead for long? Dead loves, dead hopes and dead dreams will keep you in the graveyard of your mind. Even though you know who Jesus is, you really don't want to have too much to do with Him because it would require that he "exorcise" you from the LEGIONS. When no one else can help you think rationally. When no one else can stop you from cutting yourself. Jesus can do it. Trust Him.

Put aside ones pride and humble your self.

Only God knows the true time or place for things to come together. We may believe that we have some say on these things, but when they don't turn out the way we see them that's when we feel that it's the other person or things that causes it to turn out wrong. But the truth is that we must follow His word and order of things. We must humble ourselves and allow him to direct us in His way. When you come to God and kneel unto Him, life brings forth change. Making a change from what you learn will bring you to the Word and guide you unto Him. Quiet times and a listening heart brings on reward to The gifts, heart, and mind of God's children.--Jahi

Scared- 12.9.06

He’s scared
“I don’t want to complicate things”
I’m telling you this because…
I’m feeling you
And I’m scared.
Don’t be scared
I want to say…
Because even though it feels uncertain
One thing that’s certain is that
God is in control.
Keep God in control
And we don’t have to worry about being out of control.
He will lead and guide
Into all things that are true
So when we’re feeling scared
We must remember that
God has not given us a spirit
Of fear…
Don’t be scared.
But of love
You’ve always loved me
So don’t stop now.
Power-
To prosper
To be healthy
To reveal His glory in our lives
And a sound mind.
Lord help us to be content.
Help us to trust you.
Help us to let go.
Release us oh Lord from the
Bondage of Fear.
Help us to not be scared.

Caught Up 9.01.07

Now, I know what it feels like to be caught up.
Moving, yet Still.
Taking time rest, so that I won’t lose my breath.
Determining if this is a trap deliberately set,
or did I wander into territory prepared for someone else.
I’m bound, but feeling so free.
My capture will be my rescuer.
While I’m in this net, rescuer please…
Take your time while doing the unraveling,
Remind me that you’re not here to harm me.
I feel the binds loosening, my freedom sure,
But nothing with stop me from being caught up.--Libby

Rahab The Harlot

Are you willing to stick to your commitments no matter what?
Bible Text: Joshua 2:1-4, 12-14, 6:22-25
What commitments are you going to stay faithful to, no matter what?

When making a commitment what are some things you should consider?
1. Know all the duties/expectations of the commitment and consider whether you are acting within the realms of your commitment.
2. Consider what the positive and negative consequences of your decision will be.
3. Discuss your thoughts with a wise and trustworthy person.

Was Rahab’s choice based on her commitment to God or her family?
How can her treason laden actions be counted for righteousness? --Libby

What are we willing to risk...

During our Sunday School lesson for Sunday, January 4th, we learned about 2 Hebrew Midwives who were given orders from the king of Egypt to kill all Hebrew born baby boys. {Exodus 1:8-21} The Midwives risked their lives in a act of civil disobedience in order to stop the possible genocide of the Hebrew people. The lesson: What are we will to risk in order to stay obedient to way and will of God?

Will you act as a midwive? Will you allow God to use you to help another give birth? or will you be a baby killer.
And for those who are pregnant with purpose, protect your unborn baby from baby killers.

I pray for the spirit of a Midwife...Lord forgive me if I have ever killed another's baby. --Libby

Be Born Again!

Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven. Matt. 18:3

As a suckling babe you are fully dependant upon your parent for security, protection, care and love. Until you marry you never truly experience that level of vulnerability again. When you marry you enter into the most intimate relationship created by God and there is no other adult relationship in which you are completely naked before another human being; fully vulnerable and open emotionally, physically and spiritually.

However, by the time you enter into the adult stage of life you have been stripped of the innocence of an open and vulnerable child and now you're an afraid, guarded and protective adult. Even as the natural order of life calls out to you and God says, it is not good for you to be alone. you respond with hesitation and fear. As God's desire for you to experience the innocence of the security, protection, care and love that comes from marriage, comes face to face with the realities of your tainted experience, you wonder, "How can I trust again?" How can you trust after you've been let down, disappointed, rejected, had promises broken, you've been lied to, you have trusted only to have your trust abused, you've lost a parent, a friend, a lover, you've been taught not be vulnerable, you've experienced or have witness physical, emotional or spiritual abuse?

Jesus, when speaking of the way to salvation, offers an amazing key to opening are ear to hearing the call of God. He says, except you are converted and become as little children, you can't inherit the kingdom of God. The Kingdom of God is Righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Ghost. Marriage ushers in the Kingdom of God. If we can only see marriage as the glorious model of that glorious day when the Bridegroom will be coming back for His bride. When we say "I do" we make a commitment not just in word, but in power. Power of the Kingdom. But, we must first be born again. We must be as newborn babes, desiring the sincere milk of the Word that we may grow by it. We must let him change us, feed us and cloth us in righteousness. Babes don't have a past. All they know is the voice of their parent. Listen to your Father... He's already said that it's not good for us to be alone, so go ahead and embrace your need for relationship. God has designed us this way. Marriage is God's idea. --Libby