I heard a sermon yesterday by Bishop Eddie Long that really touched my heart.
What do you do when you're tormented by your memory. Bishop Long shared the story of the man possessed by several spirits called Legion, who lived amongst the tombs.
He used the tombs as a metaphor for the memory. What happens when your mind is tormented by memories that haunt you? What do you do when you've lived amongest the dead for long? Dead loves, dead hopes and dead dreams will keep you in the graveyard of your mind. Even though you know who Jesus is, you really don't want to have too much to do with Him because it would require that he "exorcise" you from the LEGIONS. When no one else can help you think rationally. When no one else can stop you from cutting yourself. Jesus can do it. Trust Him.